Sunday, February 19, 2012

Sorry

Sorry.
As hard as it is for me to say and as hard as it is for me to accept I have to say it, I have accepted it.
I don't deserve it.
I don't deserve forgiveness either.
I don't know when to end it but it has to be soon.
I don't want to be a weight on your shoulder anymore Afro but it has to be done.
I love you with all my heart, honestly I do.
This is a farwell message that is so hard to do cos I dunno what to say.
I just love you all
xxxxxxxxxxx

11 comments:

  1. Talk to me, I'm still awake and you've just posted this. Email me, anything. This isnt the answer, it's not worth it and you know that. You are worth so much more. Please,
    I love you

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  2. its the opposite. you do deserve it. you deserve everything you want and more. Why can't you have what you want? That's what isn't fair.

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  3. When I first started my blog, you were one of the first people I started to follow. You seemed so positive and motivated and so with it! You were the girl that was going places lol I felt like you were that girl in highschool that was super popular, but was nice to everybody, even the losers. When you started commenting on my posts it gave me confidence that I could do this . I felt like I was doing something right, because you noticed my posts! I was so very sad when you disappeared, and so happy to see you return. Please don't leave us again. There is nothing to forgive. The only thing that can't be forgiven is when you get knocked down and stay down. You need to get back up! Let go of all of this shit dragging you down and get back on your feet. It doesn't matter how slow you go as long as you keep moving. Come on! You are major inspiration to me. If you can't do this, then who can? <3 Sunshine

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  4. Holy shit hun, what is this? Talk to me, or something! Christina is right, this is NOT NOT NOT the answer. You are worth more than you could ever understand and all of our lives would be less without you. I love you so much and you have helped me so much, don't do this.

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  5. I could have sworn that I had typed it here. I was on my iPod, but otherwise it's on my blog.

    nutrit.elgin@gmail.com

    I hope you're okay, and that the hangover isn't too great.

    xx

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  6. Please, please, please, hang in there. Its bad right now but we can get through this. We can do this together. Talk to me? I know how it feels. I've been there. I was there tonight. Trying to end things. Please talk to me?
    3603207732
    shalanarose@gmail.com
    Hang in there
    Stay Strong <3

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  7. Please hold on, talk to someone- anyone. Things will get better, I promise xxxxxxx

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  8. I love you.
    You have to keep holding on, anafly.

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  9. oh noooo PLZ dear, u are so precious, u have NOTHING to be sorry for...uve been such a comfort, support & encouragement to me & all the other girls here, pls pls dnt go...we'd be seriously heartbroken. Just 2 days ago, reading ur comforting comment put such a smile on my face & warmed my heart...pls dear hold on...trust me things will get better, really, they will. Life comes in seasons...ive attempted suicide 4 times & I am just SO grateful that im still alive right now. life may have its struggles & i still want to die at times but in the end its what makes us stronger & makes the good times so much more precious...u do deserve to be happy, to live, to smile, be loved & be free...pls dear hold on...u r worth so much more than u know...sending u lots and lots of love<333333 pls hold on....

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  10. I hope this is not what I think it is... and that you're only saying goodbye to either Afro or your blog, which in itself is sad because I'll miss you.

    You haven't posted in a few days. I hope you're all right and I'm sending you well wishes and lots of love. <3

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