Saturday, February 12, 2011

A Semi-funny Story Actually

My parents are becoming even more suspicious.
They keep making comments about my weight.
They keep asking me what I've eaten.

but that's not the semi-funny story...

For the last couple of weeks on the odd ocassion I've been throwing my dinner
or lunch
over our neighbours fence into their side passage.
(We've had quite a history with these neighbours. They're horrible).
Just the other day I got home and realised that I forgot to dispose of my lunch:
So, as soon as I could I threw it out of my parents window.

Then, at like 8.30 when my parents were home there was a knock on the door.
It was one of the horrible neighbours.
I instantly knew why they were here and started FREAKING.
A little while later dad comes into the room holding my piece of pizza covered in crawling ants.
He said that rice and other foods had been chucked over their fence the last week or so.
They all instantly thought I did it.
BUT I've managed to avoid suspicion.
It's now known as 'The Pizza Mystery'.
I know they still think it was me slightly...
But hey, I'm in the clear.
I find it quite amusing, the whole story.
Thank you all so so so so much for your beautiful comments.
I couldn't believe that I have 14 on my last post!!
That's insane! I LOVE YOU ALL!
Now to quickly answer a question:
My school year starts on the 31st of February and finishes on like the 16 of December.

Thank you all for the lengthy comments, I'm sorry but I don't have enough time to respond.
I'm glad you all liked the pictures of the foods!

Now........ What I'm about to do next is a huge step for me... I have decided to post a picture or two of me on here... Next time I post I might get rid of them because I'm really wary about it. I'll still remain under the name Anafly though.

Love you all so so so so much my little vixen butterflies


ps. once I started putting up pictures I went a little insane... I've put up quite a few...

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

200 calories

just so beautiful
I'm sorry but I haven't had a lot of energy lately to post, which is horrible.
As the school year just started and the HSC is coming up next year we've been tossed lots of homework and assignments to keep us busy. I'm also doing extension english on Monday afternoons so I've been quite exhausted.
But I'm loving it.
I'm doing all the subjects that I want to do and all of my subjects are so great.
It's quite fantastic.

Anyway, I thought that I really should post because there are a few things I want to say.

Thank you so much all of my followers! With out you guys I wouldn't have ever been able to reach 60 followers! When I saw that my jaw dropped. I still can't believe it. I love you all.

Thank you all for your comments on my last post, I'm glad that there are people who can understand and relate. Your comments support me so much and lift up my mood. I especially need to give a shout out to determined girl, Ruby LoveBird, Kissa, Bella and NightFlower to name just a few of you. These girls always manage to put a smile on my face and they try to comment on my posts as often as they can. Thank you.

BellaAna: To respond to your comment on the "Lies Lies Lies" post, I'm in Australia.
I like the idea of you adopting me hahaha

a not so little mermaid: Thank you for your gorgeous gorgeous comments. I didn't mention you above because I knew I was mentioning you here. This is in response to your comment on the "Lies Lies Lies" post as well.
To be honest, I'm not that worried about my peroid being so late and I don't really know why. I guess I see it as something that I don't have to deal with.
A burden I don't have to face.
But then I am a tinsy bit concerned about the possibility of not having kids one day.
I sometimes eat my breakfast in front of family but we're all busy getting ourselves ready in the morning. They do hear me make it though and I sometimes leave stuff hanging around.

I was thinking the other day whether I should post a picture of myself up here or not... I don't know though... it's a bit risky...

Love Anafly

What 200 calories looks like (sorry about the picture quality)

Thursday, February 3, 2011

A Want and a Need

I hate doing this to my mother,
I really do.
It's selfish,
But I have to.

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Lies Lies Lies

It is far too hot and sticky today and I am far too sweaty sitting here in the little study, tap tap tapping away at the keyboard in a room surrounded by books to give you guys a proper post, so this shall be fairly short.

I made a mistake. I let my mum read my copy of Unbearable Lightness and now she's become suspicious. She wants me to talk to the school counsellor about my best friends all moving to the country but I refuse. I'm not talking to the counsellor about my 'problems' ever again. Mum says that if I don't talk about my 'problems' or 'issues' then they can come out in other ways.

She also gave me the 'you need to put on weight' talk. She also said that people have noticed my weight loss.

She asked if I knew how much I weigh,

to which I replied no, I don't weight myself.

She asked if my periods were regular,

to which I said yes, I had it a week ago. I haven't had my period in roughly three months.

She also said that anorexia can sneak up on you,

I just smiled to myself and thought 'I know that and too bad, I'm too far in this now.'

ps. Welcome new followers! I can't believe I've cracked the 50 mark!
also, thank you all for your beautiful, beautiful, BEAUTIFUL comments.
I love you all, my secret little butterflies.