I made a mistake. I let my mum read my copy of Unbearable Lightness and now she's become suspicious. She wants me to talk to the school counsellor about my best friends all moving to the country but I refuse. I'm not talking to the counsellor about my 'problems' ever again. Mum says that if I don't talk about my 'problems' or 'issues' then they can come out in other ways.
She also gave me the 'you need to put on weight' talk. She also said that people have noticed my weight loss.
She asked if I knew how much I weigh,
to which I replied no, I don't weight myself.
She asked if my periods were regular,
to which I said yes, I had it a week ago. I haven't had my period in roughly three months.
She also said that anorexia can sneak up on you,
I just smiled to myself and thought 'I know that and too bad, I'm too far in this now.'
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