Thanks darling! I really am so excited that I lucked into this job. Also, can I just say, I weighed in this morning and from yesterday (118), I have lost two more lbs (116). Holy moly. :D
And I feel the same way about my friends and family, but mostly my roommates. They're a few of my closest friends and I can't even imagine what they would do if they found out.
Beeee its not selfish. You've helped me stay on track and you've been an inspiration to me. I love you. Sometimes you have to do things for you. and how badly does it affect your mother. email me about it xxxxx
I feel the same way all the time. My mum has no idea I control what I eat. I just feel terrible when I bring up my dinner to my room and stash it in a plastic bag, knowing she's gone to the trouble of making it and everything.
Just give back in other ways. Don't be too hard on yourself! <3
Anafly, my love, there are no words that I can magically pull out of an imaginary hat that would console you right now, tell you that everything is ok, that's it's fine, because... we know it's not ok.
Sometimes I think that those 4700 miles my mom and myself are apart are the curse and the blessing at the same time. I know it's wrong, and yet I realize that sometimes it's better if they don't know. There's a saying in my language that goes something like "what eyes don't see doesn't hurt the heart".
Feelin' it. :S
ReplyDelete<3 I hope you feel okay, I hope you don't beat yourself up too much. You've got a lovely, kind soul; you do. Don't forget it, don't doubt it.
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stay strong hun. im here if you wanna talk <3
ReplyDeletei know, i do.
ReplyDeleteOh dear, I feel the same way SO often.
ReplyDeleteJust remember, some day, you'll have a child. And they'l be doing similar things to do as well.
It's a part of being a mother.
Don't beat yourself up. Please, don't. <3
Thanks darling! I really am so excited that I lucked into this job. Also, can I just say, I weighed in this morning and from yesterday (118), I have lost two more lbs (116). Holy moly. :D
ReplyDeleteAnd I feel the same way about my friends and family, but mostly my roommates. They're a few of my closest friends and I can't even imagine what they would do if they found out.
Stay golden and lovely,
C
Beeee its not selfish.
ReplyDeleteYou've helped me stay on track and you've been an inspiration to me.
I love you.
Sometimes you have to do things for you.
and how badly does it affect your mother.
email me about it xxxxx
Stay strong... <3
ReplyDeleteSometimes you have to be selfish.. If you're not, then all you do is give and give until there is nothing left.
Just dance, my dear. <3 smile. and breathe...
- Glitch
I feel the same way all the time.
ReplyDeleteMy mum has no idea I control what I eat. I just feel terrible when I bring up my dinner to my room and stash it in a plastic bag, knowing she's gone to the trouble of making it and everything.
Just give back in other ways. Don't be too hard on yourself! <3
I have unfortunately been forced to change my blog URL. It is now flightlessfall.blogspot.com
ReplyDeleteI wish I could do more selfish things to my mother.
ReplyDeleteAWWWW love!!!!
ReplyDeleteDon't be tooooooo hard on yourself x
*siiiiiigh*
ReplyDeleteAnafly, my love, there are no words that I can magically pull out of an imaginary hat that would console you right now, tell you that everything is ok, that's it's fine, because... we know it's not ok.
Sometimes I think that those 4700 miles my mom and myself are apart are the curse and the blessing at the same time. I know it's wrong, and yet I realize that sometimes it's better if they don't know. There's a saying in my language that goes something like "what eyes don't see doesn't hurt the heart".
Love to you always, my little baby.
Lu.