My body feels battered and bruised on the inside emotionally. I don't know who I can count on in life at the moment. Everyone I have loved has at some stage moved away. Feel free to ignore this lonely girl just crying out into nothingness; like a wolf howling at the moon. I don't even fully understand myself at times. Just then I threw a perfectly good meal of fish, rice and salad over the fence because I'd already eaten my dinner: a rice cake with a teaspoon of avocado, a rice cake with a thimble full of light philadelphia and another rice cake with four slithers of banana. All under 150 calories. I'm damn proud of that though, the thought of eating what my dad prepared didn't even cross my mind. Ana is here for me when no one is physically. Thank you ana for caring for me.
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Monday, January 17, 2011
Howling at the moon
My body feels battered and bruised on the inside emotionally. I don't know who I can count on in life at the moment. Everyone I have loved has at some stage moved away. Feel free to ignore this lonely girl just crying out into nothingness; like a wolf howling at the moon. I don't even fully understand myself at times. Just then I threw a perfectly good meal of fish, rice and salad over the fence because I'd already eaten my dinner: a rice cake with a teaspoon of avocado, a rice cake with a thimble full of light philadelphia and another rice cake with four slithers of banana. All under 150 calories. I'm damn proud of that though, the thought of eating what my dad prepared didn't even cross my mind. Ana is here for me when no one is physically. Thank you ana for caring for me.
Sunday, September 19, 2010
Success is a beautiful word
So far I have managed it. After last nights binge today I have managed to control myself again. I've been sick lately so I slept in to 1 which meant I could go straight to eating lunch. So far today I have only consumed a snack pack of corn chips; they only have 3 ingredients and around 130 calories and they fill you up which is good. So thats all I've eaten so far and I'm planning on having sushi for dinner, which are incredibly low in calories. I'm vegetarian but occasionally eat fish because of my mothers orders. I plan on eating cooked tuna sushi rolls tonight which are like 23 calories each :D
Oh, I also had a cup of earl grey tea which has (drum roll please) no calories whatsoever! Now I want to part some wisdom on the wonders of tea. Most teas have no calories (I found out yesterday that twinings chai tea, which I adore, actually has 4 calories when I thought it had none. That made me a tad upset) anyway, as I was saying most teas have no calories which is so good because I find when I drink tea it fills me up quite a lot which saves me from snacking. It also tastes delish and makes me go to the toilet. I know that sounds gross but that means I'm flushing out all the things that my body doesn't need. That's all I have to say for the moment, I need to go study.
Love you all,
Anafly
xxx
Oh, I also had a cup of earl grey tea which has (drum roll please) no calories whatsoever! Now I want to part some wisdom on the wonders of tea. Most teas have no calories (I found out yesterday that twinings chai tea, which I adore, actually has 4 calories when I thought it had none. That made me a tad upset) anyway, as I was saying most teas have no calories which is so good because I find when I drink tea it fills me up quite a lot which saves me from snacking. It also tastes delish and makes me go to the toilet. I know that sounds gross but that means I'm flushing out all the things that my body doesn't need. That's all I have to say for the moment, I need to go study.
Love you all,
Anafly
xxx
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