Thursday, February 3, 2011

A Want and a Need

I hate doing this to my mother,
I really do.
It's selfish,
But I have to.

13 comments:

  1. <3 I hope you feel okay, I hope you don't beat yourself up too much. You've got a lovely, kind soul; you do. Don't forget it, don't doubt it.
    x

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  2. stay strong hun. im here if you wanna talk <3

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  3. Oh dear, I feel the same way SO often.
    Just remember, some day, you'll have a child. And they'l be doing similar things to do as well.

    It's a part of being a mother.
    Don't beat yourself up. Please, don't. <3

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  4. Thanks darling! I really am so excited that I lucked into this job. Also, can I just say, I weighed in this morning and from yesterday (118), I have lost two more lbs (116). Holy moly. :D

    And I feel the same way about my friends and family, but mostly my roommates. They're a few of my closest friends and I can't even imagine what they would do if they found out.

    Stay golden and lovely,

    C

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  5. Beeee its not selfish.
    You've helped me stay on track and you've been an inspiration to me.
    I love you.
    Sometimes you have to do things for you.
    and how badly does it affect your mother.
    email me about it xxxxx

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  6. Stay strong... <3
    Sometimes you have to be selfish.. If you're not, then all you do is give and give until there is nothing left.

    Just dance, my dear. <3 smile. and breathe...

    - Glitch

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  7. I feel the same way all the time.
    My mum has no idea I control what I eat. I just feel terrible when I bring up my dinner to my room and stash it in a plastic bag, knowing she's gone to the trouble of making it and everything.

    Just give back in other ways. Don't be too hard on yourself! <3

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  8. I have unfortunately been forced to change my blog URL. It is now flightlessfall.blogspot.com

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  9. I wish I could do more selfish things to my mother.

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  10. AWWWW love!!!!
    Don't be tooooooo hard on yourself x

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  11. *siiiiiigh*

    Anafly, my love, there are no words that I can magically pull out of an imaginary hat that would console you right now, tell you that everything is ok, that's it's fine, because... we know it's not ok.

    Sometimes I think that those 4700 miles my mom and myself are apart are the curse and the blessing at the same time. I know it's wrong, and yet I realize that sometimes it's better if they don't know. There's a saying in my language that goes something like "what eyes don't see doesn't hurt the heart".

    Love to you always, my little baby.
    Lu.

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