Thursday, November 17, 2011

Day Two

Sorry guys but my internet is slow at the moment so it makes it difficult for me to check and comment on your blogs, so sorry about that! I will try as hard as I can.
I left my post a bit late tonight, it has almost reached midnight on the second day of the 60 day challenge, but hey, it still counts.
It's been party season for me which means lots of drinking and this weekend I have an 18th to go to.
There will be a lot of drinking involved at this one and, even better, there is a pool involved.
Yay sarcasm
I'm trying to keep my intake lower than normal this week as to get ready for it.
I will also keep it really low on the day of the party to compensate for the alcohol... but I eat a lot when I get drunk... it's terrible.
Anyone know a cure for drunk binging?
Alcohol makes me bloat so fun times for Anafly.
I also have my period at the moment (sorry if that's a bit tmi) which also makes me bloated and makes me feel like an 1990821389749738901298403 kilo whale.
I tell you one of the main things I miss about being 46 kilos besides from the obvious? I didn't have my period for a whole year.
I know that's unhealthy but man, easy to live with.

ANYWAY back to the 60 day challenge:
Day two: What is your MAIN reason for wanting to lose weight? (Be honest.)
So that I'm back to the weight I was at the beginning of the year, so I don't feel like a failure, so I feel better about myself, so I don't feel like a stupid fat girl and so I can show people that you know... I may project that I am all fun and smiles but hey, maybe get to know the real me? I know it says main reason but my main reason is more than one.

I love you all too bits


  1. Hi Anafly,
    Just wanted to say that you have a lovely blog :) I'm fairly new to all of this myself..

    I know what you mean about wanting people to realise that there's more to you that what you project on the outside. For me, it's also about, wanting to actually look decent and how I used to look. I want to be confident and be able to wear anything I want. The main reasons, though, are wanting to express myself from the outside and also wanting some control. My parents are very controlling and a lot has happened in my life, so I feel like I can at least control this for once. Not to mention the fact that my mom calls me fat everyday (I'm actually not - I just want to look slimmer, but even I know that I'm not fat), so doing this seems to make her happy. Although, I used to resent her for calling me fat 1000x a day and used to rebel by eating. Stupid, I know. I guess I'm finally starting to do what I've always wanted to do, but without stressing about rebeling against my mother.
    Sorry for the essay. :-S
    Wishing you the very best!
    Much love,

  2. I love your answer! thats the same for me in some sense. Right now i want to get back to my lowest as that is where i felt the best about myself.

    good luck with the prep for the party and have fun sweetie.
    the only cure i know that works all the time is one pint or 2 of water before bed to avoid a hang over.

  3. I find it almost impossible to resist drunk bingeing. I can resist even the pot-munchies, but once I've had too much to drink I tend to consume all the cereal in the house....
    The best you can do I think is to really pace yourself drinking and stop or switch ot diet soda or something once you feel yourself getting tipsy.And if you start feeling drunk enough to get the munchies, go to bed. That works for me a lot of the time.

    I hope you had a great time at the party!!



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