Saturday, December 3, 2011
Day 3? Yes?
My internet has been absolutely terrible at the moment so that's why I have been MIA but we're with a new provider now so have so much internet that I won't know what to do with it.
Even though it should be day 15 on the 60 day challenge for me I am continuing from where I left off as I obviously didn't have access to view the challenge. I shall be continuing on, now onto:
Day three: Do you count calories? What is your daily calorie goal/allowance?
Not as strictly as I did in the past, I am slowly working myself back to where I was. For the moment I have a calorie allowance of 500-600 but sometimes 700-800 is ok. I obviously aim for the smaller numbers though.
Now, the last two days I have been binging... yesterday was the worst binge that I have had since my lowest weight... But I know that it's a good thing in disguise. That sounds weird but that means that my body knows I am restricting... It's all part of the process I guess...
I hate binging though. It makes me feel like a disgusting fat cow that's eaten a whale that's eaten a bus filled with fat people.
Sorry that there isn't much to go into this post, I'm just tired.
I will try and post tomorrow and catch up on all your blogs.
I love you all and thanks so much to Mich, Eve and AA for your comments! It really does mean a lot. All of your words moved me, it moves me that people care enough to comment. I'm sorry but I'm too tired to properly reply to each comment individually but I do hope you know that I love you for it.